Thursday, August 6, 2009

dear GOD..

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold them when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left 'em when I found them
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

p/s for you,.. and every one of you..

Sunday, April 26, 2009

hal yang satu itu....

without knowing, its happening..
without noticing, its floating...

but why when we have it, we cant see it..

always i pray it would be the other way,to the other life...
with you..
i swear i miss.. i admit i do.. and always do..

perhaps its just a little too late..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

true or false..

when some one said....

''i fell in love with her from the first time i met her''

tipukah? boleh percayakah? make sense kah?

i dont need 3series to drive me home,...
i dont even need movies to make me laugh,...
we doesnt need anything around to cheer us up... to chill the day..
just enuf ice blended coffee bean to make it up... along on our way...

what is really it?
who knows where the road will lead us.... we dont know..

Monday, March 2, 2009

love after MArriED..

ada yang kata make sense , ada yang kata tidak.
zaman sekarang tak banyak lagi cengini....
tapi masih relevankah method ni dipraktikkan..?

tapi ada sorang kakak tu,..
bila di tanya,.. sayang ke tak.. dia jawab sayang..
bila tanya dia cinta ke tak.. dia diam... tapi dia mampu pulak nak buat keputusan nak kawin
ngn org itu.. sesungguhnya confuse.. tapi akhirnya, 2minggu b4 dia kawin,.. dia datang n dia ckp ''kakak cinta,..belajar cinta''........

ada lagi satu cerita kawan...
bila ditanya suka,..dia jawab suka..
bila ditanya sayang,.. dia diam..
bila ditanya cinta.. dia senyum..

sayang tidak, apakan lagi cinta..

tapi dia sempat ckp
''walaupun tiada syg, tiada cinta,.. tapi hati aku rasa dia ditakdirkan untuk aku''
''dan aku yakin lelaki ni dapat membahagiakan aku''

:) what say you...?

Thursday, February 5, 2009

momenT u were BORNed..

where were AUNTIES the moment u were borned..?
where were AUNTIES when mummy cries need an arm..?

grow up sweetie u'll have to open muMmy's diary..
the greatest Love we shared above aLL..
the amazing moment NO ONE cant tell..
dig it out baby one day it will recall

though these word i spell is true..
u might fail pictures clear of view..
AUNTIES understand we were not seeing too
but 1 day i know we will do..

first born heritage of 5..
5 years mummys gone, time so fast..
mummy left didnt notice LOVE inside us..
but this time she's back..

i knew it will LAST..

Thursday, January 1, 2009

for you i truly SORRY and FORGIVE..

Forgive me for not liking you at first,
And i'll forgive U for hunting n chasing n waiting n waiting..
Forgive me for started missing and loving you in silent,
And i'll forgive U for being so cold..
Forgive me when i left my 3rd-ex juz bcuz of you,
And i'll forgive you who were d'one turned a good gurl to bad..
Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And i'll forgive you for greet it so pleasure and left else aside..

Forgive me when u caught me shock,

And i'll forgive u that u dont think twice..
Forgive me for the drama on your graduation,
And i'll forgive you for not even cherish i drove miles away to see you get the scroll..
Forgive me for not givva further explaination,
And i'll forgive you for not asking it twice..
Forgive me for all my weaknesses and the good never seem enough for you,
and ill forgive you when you start seeing someoneelse for jokes?,

Forgive me for clinging into you ,
And ill forgive you for not noticing..
Forgive me for raising you up so high,
And i'll forgive you for bringing me down so low..
Forgive me for being so pathetic,
And i'll forgive you for taking advantage of it..
Forgive me for not be able to let go,
And i'll forgive you for make fast away to blow..
Forgive me for always being loyal to you,
And i'll forgive you for forgetting everything in just 1 day..
Forgive me for having hopes and dreams which you promised,
And i'll forgive you for crushing all of them..

Forgive me for get confuse when you keep coming back for faint reason,.
And i'll forgive you for not sensing how much i want it all back..
Forgive me for not be on eve as we promised last night,
And i cant forgive you for making 2009 destined us apart..

HAppy NEW YEAR to you ... i sense this year would be The best year in ur Life.. and it always be in my prayer too..

BitterSweet 2008!

2008 totally CRAPPP!! the rest is just detail..

let the dead bury its own dead......

howeva it takes,.. i cherish for those who makes the era done..
and my prayer whisper these peoples always be there for the opening one...

im asking forgiveness for all my unntentional guilt
and i forgive for those toying with my emotions too...

this is it ... this is it.....2009!!!