for you i truly SORRY and FORGIVE..

Forgive me for not liking you at first,
And i'll forgive U for hunting n chasing n waiting n waiting..
Forgive me for started missing and loving you in silent,
And i'll forgive U for being so cold..
Forgive me when i left my 3rd-ex juz bcuz of you,
And i'll forgive you who were d'one turned a good gurl to bad..
Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And i'll forgive you for greet it so pleasure and left else aside..

Forgive me when u caught me shock,
And i'll forgive u that u dont think twice..
Forgive me for the drama on your graduation,
And i'll forgive you for not even cherish i drove miles away to see you get the scroll..
Forgive me for not givva further explaination,
And i'll forgive you for not asking it twice..
Forgive me for all my weaknesses and the good never seem enough for you,
and ill forgive you when you start seeing someoneelse for jokes?,

Forgive me for clinging into you ,
And ill forgive you for not noticing..
Forgive me for raising you up so high,
And i'll forgive you for bringing me down so low..
Forgive me for being so pathetic,
And i'll forgive you for taking advantage of it..
Forgive me for not be able to let go,
And i'll forgive you for make fast away to blow..
Forgive me for always being loyal to you,
And i'll forgive you for forgetting everything in just 1 day..
Forgive me for having hopes and dreams which you promised,
And i'll forgive you for crushing all of them..


Forgive me for get confuse when you keep coming back for faint reason,.
And i'll forgive you for not sensing how much i want it all back..
Forgive me for not be on eve as we promised last night,
And i cant forgive you for making 2009 destined us apart..

HAppy NEW YEAR to you ... i sense this year would be The best year in ur Life.. and it always be in my prayer too..

BitterSweet 2008!

2008 totally CRAPPP!! the rest is just detail..

let the dead bury its own dead......

howeva it takes,.. i cherish for those who makes the era done..
and my prayer whisper these peoples always be there for the opening one...

im asking forgiveness for all my unntentional guilt
and i forgive for those toying with my emotions too...

this is it ... this is it.....2009!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY...